As I feel one thing lifted off my shoulders, another presents itself...

Student loan has been restarted so that takes care of the financial situation...however, she has just started study...and I can't quite get the images of her finding someone, bringing the back to our place and her fucking them on our bed, out of my head...

It hurts..and I should be able to trust her..But this is my only worry...and I want to stop worrying :(