i'm not sure what is wrong anymore...
i've been so upset lately...crying for no apparent reason...
:(


at least i know that there's always going to be someone there for me...
and even though i've been pushing her away lately, yelling and screaming...it's been the only way i've been able to calm myself down...


it's either that, or my wrists get it...and i've been trying so hard to stay clean...


i care about you, baby and i'm sorry for everything lately :(