so you can't have sex with me now because...you're "not ready"...

sucks for me...

and fucking disappointing when you tell me that i could potentially get some...to turn around a few hours later and say "no"...seriously, don't get my hopes up to just bring them straight back down again...

i've respected you so far...and it's not like your idea of sex is really even sex...i like sex because i can connect to someone i care about...but sex with you just feels like its a chore...there's no emotion, no passion...no nothing...that's what i want back...

our relationship is just a friendship with the added bonus of hugs and on occasion, kisses...

it doesn't help either, that when i tell you earlier, "i'm going to get myself off in the shower later", it doesn't help when you walk in just as i'm about to get there...it tuns me off...i hate it...

you won't have sex with me, nor will you let me even get myself off...

it sucks...maybe being 'gay' just doesn't cut it for you...you only use me for all your emotional support...you don't love me like i love you...you never have and never will...

so why do you stay around and fuck with me....or 'not' fuck with me...either way, it sucks....